Author Archives: Carrie Bigley

Don’t want to be unfulfilled

Oh the fun that can be had on a Friday night. Most people my age would tell you Friday nights are spent studying, dating, or drinking. I don’t mean this statement in a bad way, it’s just the truth of the culture and the age bracket I fall into. The hardest part is being “expected” in a way to fall into one of these Friday night categories. The problem is I don’t. I’m not in school, so no need to study. I don’t have boyfriend and I’m currently not looking and perfectly okay with that,

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Studying for the SATs. Jesus help me!

Today was a hard blog day for me. I have committed to writing blogs as often as possible and recently I have found myself in a rut. This is nothing new for me, last year I actually quit writing, I told my mission family I was done forever. Naturally, as this year started I decided to give it a go again, and somehow had managed to crank a few out. But today is different. Today I know exactly why I’m in this rut. It’s all due to a big blue book that is staring me down from across the table. I

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A Growing Heart

I feel like the grinch. In that epic scene where he realizes how to love and his heart grows three times it’s size. The cartoon makes it look so dramatic too, his heart just seems to keep expanding until you think it can’t hold anymore love, and then it grows again, expands even more. Okay, so I’m not the grinch. I’m happy and joyful, but my heart is expanding much like this scene from the grinch.  Growing, expanding, ready to love even more, soon my heart may not be able to fit in my chest. I

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Building Relationships That Last

Last year I prayed a lot (okay, I know, no surprise there!), but I prayed a lot about my mission this year, the things that God was calling me to as I entered my second mission year. I prayed and prayed and prayed, and one word continued to stick out to me: relationship. God was asking me to build relationships, face to face, soul to soul contact in the midst of a technology run world. I questioned a lot how this would work, especially with all the people I know who don’t live in Atlanta. Continually

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Proving Me Wrong

I heard a story recently about an orphanage in a third world country. They had run out of food and the kids were going to go without dinner. The director decided to use it as a teaching opportunity, he called in all the kids and asked them to sit at their tables. He then told them they had no food and they needed to pray that someone would bring them dinner. As the kids started praying one little boy approached the man and asked what kind of food to pray for. The man then replied that they should

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Memories

Lately I’ve been really caught up in my past. In my prayer I have been led to healing and to forgiveness of a lot of things I have been holding on to. A few days ago I heard a friend talk about some of his favorite childhood memories which got me thinking about mine. Now most people say I have a great memory.  I remember conversations in great detail.  Past events are easy for me to recall. But as I start thinking about my past I noticed myself going straight to all my negative memories from

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Joy In Suffering

Is there such a thing as joy in suffering? Until recently I thought there wasn’t or that it was something only the saints obtained, but oh, how I was wrong. I want to take you back to summer. I had such an amazingly blessed summer that I never got to share because I was so busy, but now that I have some time here it goes. This summer I had the joy of being a prayer warrior and part of the first ever summer staff traveling team. I traveled nineteen states with thirteen people in a fifteen passenger

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St. Micheal the Archangel

I recently started reading a new book all about the angels. As I picked up this book for the first time I had hardly cracked the cover when I realized that I recently had a very real encounter with the angels, and I’m am thanking God he sent them to us. Monday morning was a typical morning for us. 6:00 holy hour, work out, mass and breakfast. We packed up our 12 passenger van and as we pulled out of our neighborhood we prayed our customary St. Micheal prayer. Now until recently I barely knew this

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from desert to oasis

Hello again world! We just got back from our eight day silent retreat. Although I still have a lot to process and my heart is still trying to grasp and understand everything from this week I would like to share with you some of my experience. At the end of my first holy hour during my conversation with Jesus I found our relationship was looking different than I expected. Our “conversations” ended up involving almost no talking and all silent unspoken words. We held hands, we hugged, we walked

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Writing Block

So I keep staring at the mission page thinking to myself “Carrie, today you have to write a blog, anything is better then nothing.” I’ve been doing this to myself for weeks now, pulling up the site reading the ways God is moving in all the other missionary’s lives, and thinking what to write. Now I’m not saying God is not moving in my life. He is. He is moving mountains in my heart. He is tearing down walls I’ve been building up since high school. He is moving. The problem is I don’t know how to

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