Author Archives: Sara Vasile

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When God is Silent

I just went home for Easter. I had one of the best breaks that I’ve had in a long time, but I felt very busy. On Saturday morning, I had a few moments to pray before the rest of my family woke up. I thought a lot in that prayer time about how the apostles must have felt after the Lord was crucified and before He had risen. I’m sure they felt confused; maybe they felt as if they had been tricked; maybe they felt defeated. I could just imagine a totally dejected spirit over them in those two days

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Lent & Discipline – So Hard!

In deciding what to give up for Lent this year, I was really tempted and excited at the possibility to do something really extreme. I wanted to eat only rice and beans, or take on some kind of extreme diet, or just do something really difficult for the Lord. What I realized on Ash Wednesday though, was that the point is not to do something that makes ME feel really radical and holy. Last year, I slept on the floor for all of Lent. And yes, it was difficult. But the problem was that the whole time,

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Surrender – Ugh!

For probably a good portion of the past six months, I have been been praying a lot about surrender. While I would expect that it would be really difficult for me to surrender my future, the most difficult prayer for me has actually been, “Lord, I surrender to where you have me in my life right now.” As uncertain as the future is, it is sometimes the present moment that feels the most rocky. The problem with this prayer is that I constantly feel like I’m failing. I can never surrender enough.

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My Life is Messy

This week, one of my best friends from college asked me in an email how she could pray for me. So I sat and typed on my computer for an hour and a half, telling her how messy my life is. About five minutes after I started typing, I thought, “Wow, I really haven’t said all of this to anyone.” These past few days, I have been thinking a lot about why. I know that it might be controversial or a little bit awkward to write that my life is messy in my missionary blog. I mean, shouldn’t my life

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God is not Hiding from Me!

Lately, I have been realizing that I need a big increase in faith and trust in the Lord. I’ve found myself questioning a lot, “What are we doing here, Lord? Are we really making a difference? Is this really what we’re supposed to be doing? Are we following You? Did we miss something that You were trying to say to us?” Sometimes I just want to shut off my brain. On Sunday, we went to a Life Night at a parish. I HAD SO MUCH FUN. We hung out, played sardines (sort of like hide and seek), played

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Giving Up

Several times over the past year and a half, I’ve heard many people say, “You don’t have to give up your whole life to be a missionary.” It is usually said in reference to the idea that we have to be missionaries in our daily lives, that you can be a missionary wherever you are, whether that’s in a school, or in a workplace, or at the grocery store. This is true. We can be missionaries wherever we are, no matter what our age, or title in life. However, I think it is a lie to believe that

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Life is difficult.

At about five o’clock yesterday evening, the four Atlanta missionaries were driving back from a youth minister’s conference in New Orleans. There had been snow flurries floating around our car since somewhere in Alabama. We were about thirty minutes away from home, driving north on I-85 in a twelve-passenger van, pulling a 12-foot trailer behind us that was semi-filled with resources and shelving from our booth at the conference. Then the left tire on our trailer popped. Problem. When I was

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Held by the Father

What a strange day. This morning after Mass, I told God that all I wanted today was that He would hold me. I wanted to be a little child and crawl up in His lap and lean my head against His chest and listen to His heartbeat, and just be there in the Father’s embrace. I expected that this was just another prayer. In fact, I almost forgot that I had prayed it. Fast forward to this afternoon. For some reason lately, I’ve found it really easy to get distracted in prayer. So I’ve had to read the

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My sin does not change God’s love for me!

Last week, I was getting bent out of shape about my sinfulness. I examined my conscience for a very long time, in the hopes that I would be able to go to confession. I even wrote a list of my sins because I wanted so badly to be completely clean. The only problem was that I wasn’t able to go to confession, and so I was left feeling like a sinful leper who had a list of her shortcomings in her back pocket. I carried them around with me all day (literally), feeling the ugliness of them, and unable

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Living radically . . . awkward!

I have found many challenges about moving from Covecrest to Atlanta. Living in the city is entirely different than living at a Catholic camp in the mountains for a year. I love Atlanta so far, and living in the mountains definitely had it’s own set of difficulties and blessings, but this city thing is totally different. Living in Atlanta as a missionary, in the middle of a whole lot of consumerism is hard. It’s hard to drive by Chick-fil-a and not think about a milkshake. It’s hard to drive

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