Author Archives: Angela Hill

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Dolphins and Jesus.

My missionary sister Ellen recently posted a blog called Dolphin Tales, sharing a story about how she and I had asked Jesus for dolphins during our trip to Florida last month. In it she tells the story about how Jesus did give her dolphins shortly after, when she went to the aquarium, and how she had confidence that, in time, Jesus would show her wild dolphins as well. I would like to share with you my story about how Jesus gave me dolphins. I recently went to a youth conference in Alabama

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Trust Me.

Lately God has been doing a lot in my heart regarding trust. He has shown me how trustworthy He is and how to trust the people He has put into my life. However, He didn’t tell me right away just how much trust He was looking for. Starting on my eight day silent retreat He started reminding me of the time I spent discerning a vocation to consecrated life. I spent six weeks of my summer in a discernment program back in 2006 praying about whether that could be the vocation He might be calling me

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Don’t touch me!

Last year I stumbled across a YouTube video that perfectly summarized my relationship with God at that time. Before I go on, I’ll let you watch it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKhZzGR5tYU&list=UUj1v8ICk46ras8v1pchqzIA&index=9 Everything about this video was a perfect symbolism of my relationship with Christ! I was that little girl who didn’t want to be touched and Jesus was Max. Even the father in the video perfectly personified God the Father. When I first began my mission year

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Quit being irrational!

Earlier this month I was blessed to have the opportunity to join the first year missionaries for what would be my second 8-day silent retreat. This retreat was based on the Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius and each of us had a spiritual director who met with us everyday to guide us in our prayer and meditations. This year my retreat was a very deep spiritual experience for me, where I personally experienced peace, joy, and the love of God. In addition to these things, I learned a funny little

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Fighting for Vulnerability

I hate sharing. I hate being open. I hate talking about my feelings. I hate being vulnerable. Today, at daily Mass, Christ showed me something. As I sat in the church for a few moments before Mass started, the priest came out to prepare everything. When he opened the tabernacle to count the hosts, I bowed my head because, as I thought to myself then, Jesus was exposed. After I thought that, I started to think about what it really means to be exposed. When we are in adoration of the Blessed

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Called.

I recently made an incredible discovery… I am called to be a missionary! Perhaps right now you are thinking, “Uh… duh, Angela. You are a missionary. I could have told you that!” But hear me out. I was skimming through my Bible and landed on Isaiah 42:6-7 which reads, “I am the Lord, I have called you in righteousness, I have taken you by the hand and kept you; I have given you as a covenant to the people, a light to the nations, to open the eyes that are blind, to bring out prisoners

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Consolation and Desolation

In January, I had the opportunity to be on an 8 day silent retreat with 14 of my missionary brothers and sisters. It was a retreat based on the spiritual exercises of St. Ignatius, a retreat he wrote specifically to be done in silence. Each of us met individually with a spiritual director for an hour each day (the only time when we were allowed any kind of communication) who personally tailored our meditations and holy hours to apply to where we were in our personal walk with Christ. My own retreat

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Be Who You Are

As a missionary community, we sometimes read spiritual books and delve into the deeper meaning of them together. We recently read Story of a Soul by St. Therese of Lisieux, and something she said really stuck out to me. Before I tell you what she said, however, I’d like to tell you a little more about myself. As a teenager, something I really struggled with was my self-image. I was very concerned with how people thought of me and being liked, being considered pretty, etc. I saw celebrities

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Do Not Be Afraid!

Let’s face it, I am a big pansy. I am afraid of everything. I don’t like rollercoasters, I don’t like scary movies, and my biggest fear is skunks. Of all things! I’m a big chicken. So reading Scripture today I was struck by Psalm 27 where it said, “The LORD is my light and my salvation; Whom shall I fear? The LORD is the strength of my life; Of whom shall I be afraid?” Being such a baby, how was I not too scared when God led me to be a missionary? Well, the truth is, I WAS pretty scared. I had

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